EMO MODE

...and just as I was telling on my previous entry: In Love: Am I?, I'm a choker, stubborn, and have a high standard!
I kind of hate it because with these qualities, you tend to expect and if that expectation is not met, that's going to be bad thing...really bad!

Argh! Why am I like this!?

...but the correct question is...why are you not replying!?

This will never happen if you just replied.

I wanna go home...

I'm so worried for my mom right now...and I'm really, really depressed right now :'(

My dad has something going on with his neck...something growing really big. At first, the doctor said it was nothing and just take medications, but now it's really unusual. Mama sent me a message that she will confine papa.

Another thing is about my bro and sis, all of a sudden, they had a sudden fever...I just hope it's the usual fever we used to have...sigh!

I know God has a plan...I just hope it does not end into the situation where all people will be wearing black clothes :(

I have faith...and this is all I have right now :(

*I entrust everything to you o Lord*

210

Hmmmp...This is my 210th blog entry...and honestly, don't know what to write. I just got so lonely this day...I just felt that K.P. is not interested of me and not liking me at all. Well, I'm not the kind of person who gives up easily...but somehow, based on our text, she delivers her texting in a neutral manner...hmmmp :(

Honestly,she's GREAT! I could hardly find a woman as perfect as her...and If given a chance to be her BF...I would be the LUCKIEST man on Earth...but for now, I just want to be her friend, close maybe...I mean, we still have a lot of things to talk about...and besides, we haven't even had a more than 30 seconds conversation...

Anyway, I'm kinda tired today...maybe because I'm really not in the mood today...I better sleep now. Blog you guys in the morning! peace out

Woke up in the Middle of the Night...

:( Why do I feel strange lately...I felt this just last night while I was plurking...then suddenly, my mood got me very heavy. I felt like a paper conveyed in emptiness...

I was not sure of what I am suppose to feel...I think something will happen today...and I'm not sure what it is...but I am afraid of it, that's for sure...I already posted this on plurk and kaakaams already know this feeling I had...I don't know what to say...My mind is currently in 'low bat' mode...morning