4th of Febrauary

(cont...)

Check 1st of February, 2nd of February and 3rd of February.

4th of February

"However, just before we were about to end the conversation, there was a sudden spark in the air. Yes, a spark. A spark that lit the place where we used to play fire."

I thought I would loose you. I don't want to...and if you think you hurt me, it was the risk I took and will always risk just to have your warmth next to mine.

I got a message from you saying:

"I'm sorry for making you worried and thank you for helping me realize how immature my decision was... thank you for reaching out... I sense that I'm hurting you and i feel guilty if keeping you with me will make you unhappy... i don't want to hurt you... that is why I'm open with my choice of not getting into a relationship... you are such a wonderful person and you deserve to be happy and by all means please don't allow me to hurt you..."

I really appreciate your message. They say, the bravest thing a person could do is accepting his/her fault. I commend you...and I want to tell you this, If there are things that I did wrong or made you feel miserable, I am deeply sorry. I don't want to loose you that's why I am doing my best...and if I have to do this over and over again, I WILL.


I don't want to sound pushy or pressure you...I just want to let you know how important you are to me. Always remember, I will wait. I love you.

(to be continued)