Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Turning 24

So much has happened...people come and go...and some met again, but I am so so grateful of all the things: my friends, the experiences, my family, to the people who walked with me, to my love and to everything!

Words cannot describe how blessed I am to have you all in my life. Yes, I'm getting emotional lately. It's the disease you get when you add '1' on your current age. You need to flip the current page and write another article of your life in a clean empty sheet. You start to get this fever when you're in the middle of your 20's. I call it the 'Aging Fever'! Whew!
I feel happy but sad at the same time. I really can't explain it. Maybe it's also the feeling of you not accomplishing your goals...because ever since Elementary, I have planned my life already. Having a business at 24. Will have a family at 25...and stable life in the succeeding years. However, it seems that I might not able to accomplish this all. Sigh!

I suddenly felt that my life SUCK! I'm such a loser! LOL! Sigh!

I know, I know that maybe I just need more time or maybe I just need to think straight for the future. This goal of mine since childhood has been overdue long enough. It's about time to get things straight.

Lord, help me please.

Anyways, I guess I'll be celebrating my birthday at BLANC Magazine Online Launching at YO.U and One Mango tomorrow, January 12 (10:00 PM). see you all there!


Nancy said...

You know, I'm 27 but I feel older than my age. I've been through a lot of tough times, including a near-death experience, but really, at the end of the day, what matters is that I CHOOSE to be happy. There is always something to be happy about, the top of the list is waking up alive everyday so that I could spend another day with myself and with my loved ones. Great post you have, Rab. Strive to be happy! (You've read the poem, Desiderata?) :-)

yenyen said...

Don't worry age are just numbers...and you still have enough time siessilto realized your dreams! More Power and a very Happy Birthday!

rabsin_d said...

Hi Nancy, I've read that near-death is indeed very scrutinizing! But you're right, there is always something to be happy about. Thank you! No, I haven't read Desiderata yet. Do you mind sending me a link. God bless

rabsin_d said...

Thank you Yenyen! God bless!

Ma Ria said...

I'm turning 27 and feel like worthless. Haven't accoplished anything special in my life. Well, age is just a number. No need to worry about.

rabsin_d said...

@Ma Ria: Hehehe! Let's just enjoy everything that will com along shall we ;)